i tried to hide my tears from you,
but you cared enough to push me into them
i dont exactly know what it was that i let go
but in a flash: i felt different.

i lied awake, looking only though my eyes
exposed in your hands, too late to erase words
but i just watch, from three feet away
aching to hear whats in your mind

putting up with
more than i could handle
only because of a stronger bond
giving my strength, losing my control
but awakened into my limit

i was angry over certain things,
(admittingly stupid)
it still sounds harsh when you say it
but you're honesty is honestly appreciated
and i am better because of it

i know my home
was there i found cumfort after temporary distress
and i was, again, beautifully reminded,
that i have love,
in my family
and in my man

how could i have misplaced that?
well, on-ward, forward with life,
what a beautiful, drizzly kind of day